life gave me a freakin big a$$ lemon
so my son called me tonite. "Did you hear about the shooting?" Me, "yah". Son, "Im in the hospital" "What, you got shot?" "no I have colon cancer" That blows, that really blows...cancer I freakin hate cancer, what did we do wrong? Our oldest son passed 8 1/2 yrs ago leukemia 2 weeks from diagnosis til death, hubby asks do we have another 2 weeks? I am the first to admit I m no Mother Teresa but dangs I love my kids, I love my husband our marriage not perfect but 39 yrs I don't want to be anywhere else with anyone else. Today I went to the school Mass our grand daughter was one of the readers I stopped to buy my daily Bible readings book the nun asked you are "living your faith" my reply I try some days better than others now this. GRRRR My mind runs thoughts together at 90 miles an hour. I called the siblings they come we cry, we don't understand. I try to open a bottle of wine finally we poke the cork inside the bottle gone now it is the cheap champagne and Dominos pizza. Tomorrow maybe the answers?