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life gave me a freakin big a$$ lemon
so my son called me tonite. "Did you hear about the shooting?" Me, "yah". Son, "Im in the hospital" "What, you got shot?" "no I have colon cancer" That blows, that really blows...cancer I freakin hate cancer, what did we do wrong? Our oldest son passed 8 1/2 yrs ago leukemia 2 weeks from diagnosis til death, hubby asks do we have another 2 weeks? I am the first to admit I m no Mother Teresa but dangs I love my kids, I love my husband our marriage not perfect but 39 yrs I don't want to be anywhere else with anyone else. Today I went to the school Mass our grand daughter was one of the readers I stopped to buy my daily Bible readings book the nun asked you are "living your faith" my reply I try some days better than others now this. GRRRR My mind runs thoughts together at 90 miles an hour. I called the siblings they come we cry, we don't understand. I try to open a bottle of wine finally we poke the cork inside the bottle gone now it is the cheap champagne and Dominos pizza. Tomorrow maybe the answers?
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On Wed, Dec 5, 2012 at 10:48 AM, marce said:
believe me, you did nothing wrong. Colon cancer is a scary thing. My husband fought it and won 5 years ago. My cousin, on the other hand, died from it a year ago. The difference is the method of treatment as far as i am concerned. My cousin had resections and chemo/radiation, and the cancer eventually won out. My husband had his entire colon removed and the small intestine was reattached at the bottom (no colon - no colon cancer). His was caught early and surgery was done about a month to two after diagnosis. He did not need any chemo or radiation. The surgery is long and scary, but so worth it if it removes all the cancer. I don't want to scare you & hope he is still doing okay. Just wanted to share my experiences with colon cancer - hope it helps a little.
Prayers, Marce
On Thu, Oct 11, 2012 at 6:42 PM, SelfisHeatheR said:
your family is for sure in my thoughts...god bless